Thursday, June 24, 2010
SAD LOVE STORY
This is quite interesting and sad love story. Do read up yea?
This is quite interesting and sad love story. Do read up yea?
10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
♥
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 SOUTH AFRICA OFFICIALLY STARTED ONE OR TWO WEEKS AGO ALREADY.
You guys especially die-hard fans must be excited to watch all matches.
Right?
Enjvescooy watching all matches alright?
You can also visit the 'regualrly updating' sport website at http://www.livescores.com/ .
You guys especially die-hard fans must be excited to watch all matches.
Right?
Enjvescooy watching all matches alright?
You can also visit the 'regualrly updating' sport website at http://www.livescores.com/ .
♥
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Alrites, get to the point.
Like I said earlier, I'm going to post my resolution for Semester 2.
1) Get GOOD GRADE like at least GPA 3.0 for overall
2) Must grasp all ELTECH, ENPS and ENGMECH concepts before Sep exam
3) NO 'I DON'T CARE' ATTITUDE
4) Come to school on time especially ENGMECH practical lab and ENPS
5) TO BE ______-FREE !!!
Thats all I have these in my mind I suppose.
I know its too little to jot down my goal for semester 2 but all can make such big difference.
I will break these big problems into small and take step by step, slow and steady.
The 2 common quotes below that you have to bear in your mind.
► BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
► NEVER SAY DIE
Thats all for today.
Like I said earlier, I'm going to post my resolution for Semester 2.
1) Get GOOD GRADE like at least GPA 3.0 for overall
2) Must grasp all ELTECH, ENPS and ENGMECH concepts before Sep exam
3) NO 'I DON'T CARE' ATTITUDE
4) Come to school on time especially ENGMECH practical lab and ENPS
5) TO BE ______-FREE !!!
Thats all I have these in my mind I suppose.
I know its too little to jot down my goal for semester 2 but all can make such big difference.
I will break these big problems into small and take step by step, slow and steady.
The 2 common quotes below that you have to bear in your mind.
► BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
► NEVER SAY DIE
Thats all for today.
♥
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Sorry peeps out there!
To be exact, I haven't updated my blog since 7 May 2010.
I was very busy with poly stuff including preparation for Common Test for past 7 weeks already.
Phew!
2-weeks break school holiday has already started last week.
So first week of break was over already.
How time flies very fast man.
How I wish that NP can extend to one-month break instead of 2-weeks break.
School will officially reopen next Monday.
You guess what have I been doing during 2-weeks break?
I admitted that I have been slacked for almost whole 2-weeks break.
What a waste time sia.
So for now, I must cherish my time well.
I think I got to be serious from now onwards, no more 'I don't care' attitude.
I should think of my future, not spending on worldly life.
Yes of course, I can spend my worldly life but not too often.
Well, I don't want to be a failure person.
I really want to be successful person.
I want to prove my family wrong that deaf people like me are not stupid.
Do you know why I said this?
It's really hurt me when my family called me stupid and my brother said I can't even talk.
What the fcuk is this?
FML !
Nevermind about that.
Forget it man.
Whatever sia.
I have to change my mindset and attitude towards my studies and future.
I admitted that I have been struggled with ELTECH, ENGMECH and ENPS.
These are all my enemies.
I gonna to tackle all these problems before September examination which is 3 months away.
Anyway, I'm really happy with my currently poly life lately.
I never feel any regret for choosing NP as my first choice.
NP friends and NP really rock my life !
Poly life is something that I always look forward to. (((:
I have already uploaded the photos.
The rest of the NP life photos are all in facebook.
Every photos may be worth a thousand words.
Let the photos do the talk alrites.
I would cherish my memories with best NP guys. ♥
Stay tuned for next post regarding on my resolution once school reopens.
I was very busy with poly stuff including preparation for Common Test for past 7 weeks already.
Phew!
2-weeks break school holiday has already started last week.
So first week of break was over already.
How time flies very fast man.
How I wish that NP can extend to one-month break instead of 2-weeks break.
School will officially reopen next Monday.
You guess what have I been doing during 2-weeks break?
I admitted that I have been slacked for almost whole 2-weeks break.
What a waste time sia.
So for now, I must cherish my time well.
I think I got to be serious from now onwards, no more 'I don't care' attitude.
I should think of my future, not spending on worldly life.
Yes of course, I can spend my worldly life but not too often.
Well, I don't want to be a failure person.
I really want to be successful person.
I want to prove my family wrong that deaf people like me are not stupid.
Do you know why I said this?
It's really hurt me when my family called me stupid and my brother said I can't even talk.
What the fcuk is this?
FML !
Nevermind about that.
Forget it man.
Whatever sia.
I have to change my mindset and attitude towards my studies and future.
I admitted that I have been struggled with ELTECH, ENGMECH and ENPS.
These are all my enemies.
I gonna to tackle all these problems before September examination which is 3 months away.
Anyway, I'm really happy with my currently poly life lately.
I never feel any regret for choosing NP as my first choice.
NP friends and NP really rock my life !
Poly life is something that I always look forward to. (((:
I have already uploaded the photos.
The rest of the NP life photos are all in facebook.
Every photos may be worth a thousand words.
Let the photos do the talk alrites.
I would cherish my memories with best NP guys. ♥
Stay tuned for next post regarding on my resolution once school reopens.
♥
