Tuesday, September 8, 2009
my tension is growing even stronger as the time is near...
must do as soon as possible before it's too late...
i feel like i want to jump off the building or do [something]...
but i've already promised myself not to do so no matter what...
haiz....
i feel so bad already as the time passed by...
as if i'm not real "NURUL"...
don't know why...
beacuse i rarely eat with my family during break of fasting, unlike the past year...
and other personal too...
Oh Allah, what's wrong with me nowadays? i know you gave these things as a test. please guide me to the straight path in order to achieve in this world and the hereafter. Amin.
♥