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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I was shocked by the sad news. I really did not expect that has happened. You can read the news provided:
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_436165.html. Though we are not close friends, I have known or seen him through our school from 2005 to 2007. Vincent Chia, May you rest in peace.

Anyway.... Perhaps today is my last day of using computer except MSN or specific reasons as I am busy preparing for coming 'O' Level. =S However, I will be back after I finish my 'O' Level. I assured you. Don't worry. ((: Anything you need talk or chat with me, you can either text me or tag me.

Last but at least, specially for those who are taking 'O' Level this year, all the best for your coming 'O' Level. ^_^ V

I shall stop writing any further. Till then. Enjoys! ((:

BUSY!! BUSY!! BUSY!!

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Sigh... I am already disappointed with myself as I have already done [something] though I still remembered my promise. I did not know why. I just do without thinking properly. Yeah, it's true that I looked as if I have already changed. Some said that I am no longer cheerful person recently. Frankly speaking, I am only disappointed with myself as so many things have been happened to me.. ):

I'M TRULY SORRYY ...

It's time for me to do some "reflection and repair". I will try to change myself for the better. Erm... I may be dead from 1 October 2009 onwards except Saturday and Sunday [see how] as I may busy preparing for coming 'O' Level. It's really pretty soon man. How time flies very fast?! It's time for me to pull my sock to get better result like past year.

I shall stop writing further... Till then. Enjoys! ;))

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I just got to know my actual preliminary exam overall result yesterday. Of course, I was disappointed as I expected to do well in preliminary exam yet it didn't turn it out. )= That's why I got bad mood and am not real NURUL in school for whole day. )=

Why am I so emo already? Actually I am thought of doing [something] to taste like ****. However, as i browsed aimlessly through archive in my blog just now, the old post [4 September 2009] caught my attention. Omg.... What I have done in just minor matter?! I have already forget my PROMISE to my good friends.

Thanks to my archive for alerting me or otherwise I will ..... Okayy... I will never forget my PROMISE. ((: As a good friend from out there, help me to remind me not to do [something] or else. I would be grateful if you (regardless of race or religion) help and guide to the straight path. May Allah bless you. ((:

Hope you accept my apology.... Please forgive me....

SORRYY!! SORRYY!! SORRYY!! SORRYY!!

alright??

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Monday, September 28, 2009

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.

If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

Get back on your feet and think of me.

My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.

If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

Get back on your feet and think of me.

My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.

When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

Get back on your feet and think of me.

My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home.

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Friday, September 25, 2009

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

To my specially Sec 5N1 guys.... ^_^ V

"As you have already know your overall preliminary examination result, I know that you felt disappointed and did not get what you expected. I know how it feel even if I was in your shoes. Just forget about it man. It was JUST preliminary, not actual exam like 'O' Level. Okay?? So it is time for us to work EVEN HARDER just within one month. We have to work together as one in order to achieve the same result. We have to prove to some teachers, who always label us negative word, that we are not stupid. We are in the last laps.The finishing line is near. Persevere and complete the race. You have to finish the line with sense of satisfaction, which mean that you need to do well in 'O' level without regretting. Last but at least, you have to remember all the people who have helped you along the way. Always have a grateful and humble attitude. Never give up! Jiay0u!
^_^ V "

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I have not been updated my blog since the first day of hari raya due to preparation for preliminary examination and art coursework ('O' Level). Now I'm freed from preliminary exam and art coursework finally. It was really hellish and sux for me man. =/

Sigh... I was so disappointed with my preliminary result because my L1R4 seems much beyond my expectation. I don't even know how to face or tell my parents. Forget about it man! I must work even harder within one month before the big actual day of 'O' Level examination. I just hope that 'O' Level result will be better than preliminary examination.

If I don't do well in my 'O' Level examination, I'm already planned to retain in Sec 5 next year rather than going to ITE. Actually, I'm planning to go polytechnic with GOOD COURSE if I do well in my 'O' Level.

My heart thumped faster than a firing-machine gun as the 'O' Level examination is just around the corner and the time passed very fast. I am damn worried that whether I can do well in my 'O' Level exam or not. However, I did not regret for coming back to Sec 5 after my 'N' Level.

Well well well.... I would like to share my experience from my Sec 1 time.... You want to know how I did well in my studies?? Actually, it was very simple doing yet it was very effective and perhaps difficult to do. =/ Here my advice below that I have done when I was Sec 1.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND AIM HIGH.

Huh?! Just short advice?! Didn't make sense, isn't it? That's what you think.. Though it was simple advice, it was actually powerful and effective too. If you don't believe with me, why don't you try yourself? Perhaps it may not take effect but it takes time to make it effect.

I shall stop writing any further. Stay tuned. Till then. Enjoys! ^_^ V

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ADILFITRI [:

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Friday, September 18, 2009

sigh...

so difficult to resist from falling asleep...

now trying to drink tea...

hoping it will help me to stay awake...

anyway...

i'm supposed to wake up at 0730...

but wake up at 0830 instead which supposed to leave for school...

damn it...

i hate overslept...

it was my first time to be latecomer for additional maths preliminary exam...

it was 10 minutes late only... -.-"

now all art students are rushing to complete our coursework before deadline...

damn tiring already as we went home late which was around 1800 almost everyday...

tsk! tsk!

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

omg!

tomorrow art student will have presentation to principal...

i admit that i only little done on mounted board...

got to rush to complete as soon as possible...

argh!!

tsk! tsk!

something whisper in my mind that i should do [something]...

but i dismiss it as i dont want to disappoint my dear gals...

am i right??

i have to prepare for the worst... =S

i have already thought about it...

if i dont do well in my 'o' level this year...

i decide to retain to get better result in order to enter polytechnic...

better than going to ITE (i dont even know why i dont want to go ITE)...

you agree?? =S

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Monday, September 14, 2009

damn tiring already...

i have not slept yesterday...

to do art preparatory studies till morning for today art preliminary exam...

omg!

it was my first time to felt "zombie" and sleepy during exam...

during art exam, i fell asleep...

but my form teacher wake me up and encouraged me not to give up halfway...

thanks my best form teacher... ((:

anyway...

all thanks to my dear gal, charina for suggesting me to watch interesting and funny video...

also thanks to SUPER JUNIOR for making us humor and my laughter has been back... ((:

also help me to relief stress...

its the best video i have ever watched...

it was SUPER JUNIOR E.H.B.(Exploration of the Human Body) ((:

it's a definitely MUST-SEE! ((:

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

omg!

stress to the max already...

as the deadline for art is near already...

even my heart thumped faster than a firing-machine gun...

as the day passed by very fast to VERY IMPORTANT DAY...

'o' level, of course....

however, i have to remain calm, no matter what...

life must go on....

right, man?

sigh....

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

tsk! tsk!

i was pissed off this morning as i was chased out of class from geography erp by mrs c****....

the reason for this....

i came to school one hour late due to overslept....

damn it...

sigh...

forget it, man!

anyway...

today is....

20th of RAMADAN...

that's mean 10 more days to HARI RAYA PUASA...

omg! how time flies very fast?!

erm...

i have already uploaded the music video on SORRY SORRY by SUPER JUNIOR

all thanks to my dear gal, charina for suggesting me to listen this song... [:

i like it very much and got addicted to it that i listened to this song repeatedly... [[:

it helps me to relieve stress...

i should recommend you that you should listen to this song too....

IT"S A DEFINITELY MUST-LISTEN! :D

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009

tsk! tsk!

omg! what i have done?

why i always think negative thing lately?

what an ungrateful i am?!

my dear gals, really sorry for troubling you so much. i know that i am too "emo" already. ]:

frankly speaking, i didnt know that you all always be there for me... that's why i called myself an ungrateful!

really sorry for being too petty all those times... i just too stress over minor and major things...

you will experience if you are in my shoes... forget it, man

must not think negative things...

MUST THINK POSITIVE THINGS

anyway, thanks for your piece of advice and encouragement too! [:

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

my tension is growing even stronger as the time is near...

must do as soon as possible before it's too late...

i feel like i want to jump off the building or do [something]...

but i've already promised myself not to do so no matter what...

haiz....

i feel so bad already as the time passed by...

as if i'm not real "NURUL"...

don't know why...

beacuse i rarely eat with my family during break of fasting, unlike the past year...

and other personal too...

Oh Allah, what's wrong with me nowadays? i know you gave these things as a test. please guide me to the straight path in order to achieve in this world and the hereafter. Amin.

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Friday, September 4, 2009

The midnight has been struck...

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! [:

my wish for my birthday:

[1] passing 'O' level with flying colours

[2] spending more time with my family and friends too

[3] having more hearing friends and making good friendship

my resolution:

[1] never do such ~~stupid things over minor matter~~

[2] remember to keep PROMISE

[3] thinking positive things

[4] never ~~dwell from the past especially bad one~~

[5] be HYPER-SMILE [:

I have already listed my wish and resolution for my birthday above.

Though it sounds simple, I think it is enough for me.

I just hope my wish will come true. Insya Allah... [:

UPDATED:

Thanks alot for wishing me... [:

I'm really appreciate it... [:

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Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I Need You

by LeAnn Rimes

I don't need a lot of things, I can get by with nothing
With all the blessings life can bring, I've always needed something
But I've got all I want when it comes to loving you
You're my only reason, you're my only truth

I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me to courage again, oh yeah
You're the love that rescues me when the cold winds rage
And it's so amazing 'cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now 'cause you've brought me too far

I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through
I need you, oh yes I do

I need you like water, like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy from Heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through
I need you, oh yes I do
I need you, I need you, I need you

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Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Yesterday, our school celebrated Teacher's Day after we finished our normal lessons that ended 11.50am. We expected the celebration held in hall to be full of exciting and interesting awaited us. However, to our disappointment, the performance put up by SLB and PSG was damn boring that made us feel sleepy and tired. They just sang song and other song for almost 2 hour. Frankly speaking, it was damn boring. I didn't mean to offend this. =/ I hope that next year will be better than this year. [:

Anyway, before the performance started, some of our gals presented our simple handmade gift to our beloved form teacher. Hope he liked our handmade gift though it was simple but what's important that our heart and effort. [: Here the photos I have already uploaded below. Till then... Enjoys! [:

Our simple handmade gift [:

ELVA!! You damn so cute, my dear =.=""

Our handmade bouquet of rose [:

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY [:

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